its comes back around so quickly ...
it always catches me unawares
these hicupping, frame-wracking, shuddering breathless fits
anger or fear or pain or tears ...
while u just sit there helplessly watch urself
and keep saying over and over again:
'get a grip. keep calm. wait for it to pass'
wiggle ur big toe.
i was wrong. in the end, everyone's a billian.
u just gotto keep away from the f race.


  1. Blog hopped here... nice place... will be back!!

    Reminds me of one of those things I heard.. Even if you win the rat race, you still remain a rat!!

  2. whats a billian?

    theek ho jayega is my mantra. but ok, whatever works