i stand in a corner
cradled between to walls
and contemplate
on the floor,
strewn around
all my muklti coloured masks
which one will i wear today
which games will we play
i turn my head and look in the glass
acid burnt and ugly burnt
black, and drak putrid
ugly, vain, selfobsessed
attention grabbing seeking whining
week, social, playing games
ugly, unloving, selfish
trembling, fearful, shivering knees, quivering flesh
salt, mingles with blood, mingles with acid
weak, clashes with suffering clashes with bitter
tired
worn
undone
lost
past hope
past dreams
past lies
past touch
past tears
dry
empty
black
tasteless, but bitter
and looking for feet
to fall asleep at
looking for feet
to cry again at
looking for hnads
to hold again
looking for eyes
to see forgiveness in
looking for life
to live again
looking for heart
to feel again
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