why is it that ur friends, the kinds u love very much, not the kinds u hang out with, seem like the nicest people in the world?

why why is it that when ur friends are sad, or u suspect they might be, tho they may go blue in the face denying it, u feel funny all day & it keeps nagging u in the background of ur mind and every now and then u get sad thinking about it all ...

why is it so sad when u feel like u were kind of going to make a new friend but somewhere something went wrong?

ever wondered how some people are so different in real life and over electronic media?
Like they are two different people.
U keep wondering which one is real and hoping that the one u like better is ...
How selfish we are with those we like :)

Have you ever felt with some people like u were walking on the beach and caught sight of a rare-ish diamond-ish glitter, but when u stop and squat and try to hunt it out u just get sand and sand. its hiding in the sand. maybe its for the better. is it? dunno.

"These are the things that bother me. Not a lot of things across some sea. I dont even have a master plan. I guess that I am just ... a simple man"