usually it just rains during the day. today we had a storm. hailstorm. it was cold and the lights went out. i tried to ignore it and work, but its hard to ignore a blizzard outside. the winds blew and blew till it felt like just standing up would be an effort ... but then it passed and it was great. cold. and dark. but with so many lights up this season - thats not so bad. u can pretend its not there :)
now i just want to go home and curlup in the warm and go to sleep. i wonder what happens to those who dont have a home. and watch friends. and eat my chocolate cookies :)
whats home? most of our lives, home is just where mommy is - isnt it? or our parents :) or family. or friends. what happens to those who dont have parents? or dont really have them. or the little kids who's parents are seperated and hate eachother. if marraige is not a contract but a feeling between two people, does it make them illegitimate? where do they go at christmas? or every night? or whenevr they are hurt. or when they fall down and hurt themselves. arent they His children too? probably not. who are we too judge. maybe they are lost souls who deserved it?
sauce is having a baby. im so excited. miss chatts. wish we cud all be there. i like children
