My Love

i tell you im ready
to come away with you
to leave this world
yes - now ive had enough

they'll manage somehow
they're big boys and girls now

but i, i cant take this life any more

but i hold
back at the door
my hand trembles
as it holds the key

i held the key
in trembling hands

prepared to turn it but, just then i remembered, i couldnt leave them yet. mist on the mountain, rolling oceans, moonlight empty streets wont let me go

told you im ready
take me away now
but do i really ever wanna go
am i not scared of what the next stage will bring?

i make excuses, name those i love
but what i cling to is really my fear.

rack and brimstone. oils r burning. dont even know if you really love me anymore.