quiet desperation is when you feel like your insides will burst. when you want to cry scream or jump off a bridge. when there is no hope no end no escape. when you most desperately want a friend, but know you are most absolutely alone. but when you stare blankly at a empty wall. or laugh and talk to people around about in-consequentialities. for sharp sudden fits. like vertigo. inbetween long days and nights of feeling blank while you stare blankly at a empty wall